Heyy, im glad this shits private...haha....nobody knows bout this, n if they do happen to read it, it prolly ends up bein some random stranger...
Today was aright, i ran tha fuckin milee in gym, that mo fucker succkkeed, i was so fuckin red when i was done wit it in 10 min...even. I was soo tired, n walkin like i was drunk., it was mad funny though, n then i almost ran into a wall cause i was mad dizzy n hadnt eaten nuttin.
But later, ma friend at lunch, gave me this ICE COLD WATER BOTTLEE!!! Thank you soo much, that shit saved me , haha. fOR REAL, it was damn good. Then at lunch, i had to make a dumbass moleeee, ughh i forgot bout it, so i went crazzy, n was stickin two pieces of paper together on one side it had a pic of a mole that id printed from tha library, then i put some cotton thing that i found from some teacher, n stapeled it togetha, n it look like a molee....haha, but i ttuned out good, at least i didnt get a 0.
Today, in photoghraphy, Alejandra was soo sad, i felt bad u know, cause i couldnt help her out, she such a REAL person, wat i mean, she genuine, n she try to help people, but yet God gotta make her life soo hard n dificcult, why do go od people got is so hard it jus aint fair...n tha really evil peeople that are hypcrites jus dont die... I asked her wat was wrong, but she was jus like, reg family probs ... so i couldnt really help her, tha only thing i could do was give her a hug...she so nice, its unbelieveable.. So i then went wit her so she could talk to tha spanish teacher, damn she so nice too, n gave her some advice cuz she already knew wat was goin on...so yea. that helped her out a lot cause she seemed to feel betta, so i m glad bout that, imma pray for her, so things get better, n hopefully god will listen to ma prayers. ..
Wat elsee......OhhO, i was talkin to Diego yesterday, n i thought i really had suttin goin wti that nigga, but damn i was wrong, we was jus talkin last night, n he was like yea, i had sex 3 days ago, n i was like oh aright, n hes like it meant nuttin ,n i wa like taht dont matta, i dont really care. I didn't really care..i think, maybe thas jus wat i wanna think. I dunno, but he was like yea, i wanna hook up wit u n stuff, but not ready for a realtionship again, but maybe if you know i get to know u more, n things goo good , than maybe suttin more would happen than jus casual sex... I aint gonna disrespect ma self, by jus havin fuckin casual seex , that shit dont exist for me...i respect ma self, if ive been wit u long enough, n i truly feel we both got tha same feelins of love, then you know, i would give ma all to you, i mean all...cause at that point i mean, u deserve it. but i jus aint gonna have some sex wit ssome nigga, n th em him goin to anotha girl 3 days lata, like im some hoe....NO THAT SHIT DONT FLY wit me, yea, we could jus be friends n chill n everythin, but nuttin beyond that if he dont want a realtionship... he was supposed to come to tha party wit me, but i know if i ask monica if i could bring him, she gonna say no cause she jus want her close friends there, i understand her. . but i think imma ha ve to go a lil latea, cause i gotta go to church b4, i havent gone in a while, so i need to go, cause i dont gto o n sunday, cause we dont got time on sunday. so im goin there, then her partyy..but not many pple gonna be goin from our schoool , specially tha otha hispanic people, so its gonna be a party wit mostly jus them indian people, that i dont know at all cept 2..lol. but thas nuttin, so yea, i dunno wat imma do, there if i do goo, i wanna go cause its ma friends b-day, n her party, n imma jus have fun,lol...
hopefully all tha pple come that said they was goin...so yea.
Aright, thas all for now, cause am mad tiredd, n got a headache, those damn aspirins dont work fOR SHITT. for real, dont use em, they dont work, waste of ma money i dont gott....anyway, imma sleep for while then go out tontight, lol... hopefully diego dont call me, cause i still gotta think bout wat imma do bout him..lol
Peace
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Aileen |
3:34 PM
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