Hey, was good? This is ma first post herree... i got a xanga too, but i really cant post any shit on there u know cause too many people be up in tha xangas n readin it, pple from ma school, n i cant write in t here a lot of personal shit cause too many damn nosey pple be readin it, n i know caue i got this tracker thing that tells him who sees iot everyday...so yea, now, imma be writin in this shit a lot, hopefully...
lets see, on sunday, imma be gettin ma permit!! holla , this girll gonna be drivinnnnn , at least wit someone 18 or olda in tha car, haha, but at least i can drive, evn though i ha ve , illegally, haha.
n i miss ma baby, manuel, who moved to COLOMBIA, why that nigga had to leave mee, im yearnin for him soo much, even wit all tha phone calls, shit aint tha same, cause i cant see him... u know ...anyway , imma go in december to visit him hopefully if ma parents are gonna let me go...so that should be fun n weird at tha same damn time, cause we havent seen each otha in a minute.
but i mean, i know we aint gonna have a relationship no more, cause we cant have one that far apart, is impossible, it aint realistic, cause we both got needs, n cant fullfil em bein miles n miles n a continent awayyy. damn why does life gotta be unfair like dis...i was wit that nigga for a yr....he gave me all of him, n i gave him all of me....we can truly say we LOVED each otha, he was tha first one that i could say i LOVED, tha otha ones was jus puuppy love, aint nuttin seriouus, but wit him it was, it was everythin, n i miss that everythin, cause now t her es an empty hole he left in ma heart...n i dunno wat to do bout it anymore....
well, imma stop this depressin entry, cause i aint like these mad depressin entries, i like to live happy cause u aint neva knoww wat could happen tomm oroww, i might not wake up tommorow, who knows..lol
PARTY at ma Mo's on saturdayyy, holla, that shit gonna be wassup!
Peace
PS++ imma leave u wit a neww pic of me i took wit ma webcam
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Aileen |
11:15 PM
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